Posts Tagged 'Procrastination'

Gah

I’m not going to panic because there is no point in doing so. I’m drowning, yet again in a mountain of work that I need to work though. See what happens when I procrastinate and leave things till the last minute? :(

I have to:

  • Listen to the Tafseer of Surah Maryam Verses 1 – 4o because I skipped class today and the tafseer is for 2 and something hours. Then I need to study the Arabic of the verses. This is due tomorrow.
  • I have to finish two Fehm Al Quran Papers for tomorrow.
  • I need to revise Arabic Grammar and this is something I don’t like – Arabic Grammar is. hard.
  • I have a hadith test tomorrow and I haven’t touched my books.
  • Need to review my memorisation of Surah Kahf first 15 verses for thursday. [Only thing I don't have a problem with as such!]
  • And on top, I need to be present for the fundraising event happening tomorrow for Swat.
  • I’m not getting time to work-out in all this and im so out of stamina. I volunteered somehwhere one day and we had to pack boxes, when I got home I didn’t have the energy to do anything. I just slept. The next morning, my whole body felt like a truck had driven over it. I don’t think i’ve ever felt so unfit in my life. :S I miss the gym days…

Sigh. Sigh. Sigh.

My Cat went and fought again and has a wound which has puss in it on his cheek. Need to go to the Vet, but the dear vet doesnt sit until 5pm!

Oh and, I SO dont need some of the ‘added complications’ in my life.

:( :( :(

Oh and I can’t believe I didnt mention I don’t have my own Car. So I have to depend on the ‘house’ car when its free! I hate this. Sniff. Hopefully my Dad will get a new car, and Ill have the Camry to myself. Will make things so much easier.

And I don’t understand why some people think that just because I’m studying the Qurán for a year and a half I won’t complete my University education!!! :S

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I’m really pissed at myself for being so horribly freakishly disorganised and excessively procrastinating.

It’s like i’m a certain position in life right now, spiritually, mentally, physically and intellectually and I know I would so much better for myself if Iwas at the higher position. However, to get to that higher position I need to sacrifice, manage my time and stop daydreaming.

Anyway, I listened to this lecture by Brother Nouman Ali Khan on wasting time and it’s nice: